moving off
Sunday, October 5, 2008
going to some place which i cant sae ...
haha.. sounds realli dumb..
anw realli feel bad bout the recent death of the poor guy..=(
when will death stop to occur ???

actualli, i realli don feel like going there tmr..
still remember when i first came to this hell on 20th aus 2008,
i was informed tt 3/7 of us will be gg,
then the nxt dae......
it became 7/7 going..its like wtf la...zzzz
3 weeks lea...
haiz..
the onli ting i'm hoping is the pathetic short R&R =D
hope it wun be as sucky as it looks like during to talk..lol

all in all, wish myself bon voyage and i will miss u guys ..

p.s GOD PLZ MAKE ME SWEAT A LITTLE LESS.. TANGO YANKEE VIPER MIKE =x

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Friday, September 19, 2008
haiz....this week was raher tiring!!!
one word to describe..SHAG!

tmr still gotta go a course..sat burnt again!!! -.- =(

LIFE SUX!

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Sunday, September 14, 2008
on 11/09, i was attnding some course and
they showed us some 9/11 video
although ive watched it b4
but the scenes still made me feel quite uneasy.

it showed the ineffectiveness of the then inorganized america defence
and also showed how terriost managed to hijack a plane so easily..
it even showed people jumping off from the WTC, unable to bear the inferno.

some one said that, the sound of those people ramping to ground zero,
was perhaps the most terrifying sound u can ever hear.

if the world could be better,
if there were no radicalised pple,
if there is peace between them and us.
perhaps lesser people will loose their precious life.

hope the terroist feel remorse of wad they had done..........

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Monday, September 8, 2008
我想。。。
一个微妙的体贴,今天会是情人节。。。
请原谅我 好想自私将你占有




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我放下了,但并没有放弃。。。
Saturday, September 6, 2008
这是一段发生在A,B和C 之间的插曲。。。
也不知道何时开始,B和C朋友变成情人。
不知何时C对B说‘亲爱的你,把感情升等朋友变成情人,可不可以告诉我标准。’
不知何时B带着愉悦的神情接受了C。
从彼此的眼中,他们看到了最幸福的倒影。

我想,好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头。

A从不知哪一刻起发现对B有了感觉。
尽管A知道那不是一般的难,
他渴望与B在一起。
在A的内心里,
A想过了许多。

无数的夜晚,当兵的A曾在
营房中黯然销魂。
演习前一晚他多么的希望
得到B的一点点,一些些
爱的鼓励,
可那A知道是很难很难办到的。

许许多多的夜晚,
A想过曾在高中那段时光。
那段他后悔没有把握机会,让机会白驹过隙间消失。
在怎么叹息,爱情也回不来,或者说来不到。。。

努力想起你笑着哭泣,
让自己深爱你再学会放弃,我不想忘记你,
就算可以,
我宁可记得所有伤心

热泪从没有在A的眼中滑落过。
不是他被伤的不够深
而是他是个男人。
男人本来就不擅长流泪。
但不流泪,是男人就不意味这他不心寒。
其实,当一个人伤心到流不出眼泪时,
那种伤才是刻骨铭心,宁人撕心裂肺的。
每每,都有万科子弹刺穿A 的心。

爱是毒药,说,容易,做到,很难。

可悲可悲。
长叹兮,以掩涕兮。
A发现自己快要崩溃了。
爱了一个人好多个月,还依然那么那么的深深的爱。
B的姿态
B的青睐
A存在在
B的存在。。。
但付出并没有结果。
B还以为和A能不同于别人,
B还以为不可能的不会不可能。
但只是遐想罢了。
早知道伤心种是难免的,
当初何苦一往情深。

不要爱一个人爱的浑然忘却自我。
那样全身心的爱只应出现在小说里,
这个社会越来越不欢迎不顾一切的爱。
给她呼吸的空间,
也给自己留个余地――飞蛾扑火的爱情,
正在进行时固然让人觉得壮美,
但若她成为过去式时,
你如何收拾拿一地的狼籍?投入那么多,你能否面对那惨重的损失?

A在一个深夜反省了一下下。
与其每每被子弹打穿已经毁不成形的心,
不如放手吧!
泪水 是一种防备,
是厌倦在你心里的负累。。。
过去就让它过去,
来不及。
错爱了却不后悔。
许久之后,当忆起此情时,
也可成追忆,
只是当时已惘然。
得不到的东西永远总是最好的,
失去的恋情总是让人难难忘的,
失去的人永远是刻骨铭心的,
珍惜或放弃,
都是我们生命中必经的过程,
也是我们生活一种经历。
做好自己,不要为了讨好别人改变自己。

自尊是一个战场,
让我们都受伤  
明明才爱到一半,
感觉已经变酸
寂寞大得空旷,
因你不在场
为何要到悲伤,
才想你的肩膀,但你却已不在场 。
为何我的遗憾,总是割不断!。

最后,他不会是个好男人,也不会是个好情人。
即始放下,A任然会等待B,放下不代表放弃。。。。。。。。。。。。
因为
A 爱着 B, 深深的爱着她。。。。

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Friday, September 5, 2008
HAHAHAHA...

got an extra fish n chip from this rest. called Cafe Car_ _ _..hahaha

it happened like so suddenly.hahaha

we were like eating our long waited food lol..den eat and eat and eat and eat and eat....

den...

i found some black colour stuff embeded in my fish n chip

den i took a closser look!

OMG! its a strand of hair!!HAHAHA

den qi en demanded the waiter..den guess wad..

he jus took a look and like sae.

'sorry sir, i will cahnge another one for u.'

tt happened like so fast la..hahahahaha

and here i have.. the free fish and chip!!!

bloated!!!HAHAHAHAHA

den after tt we walked to esplanade and had some tok cock session along

the coast..lol

and bloody xin an kicked on my hurting toe!!!!!

it bleed again la!!!

grrrrr.

after the walk we went to the hawker and had some alchol b4 heading bk home =) **


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Thursday, September 4, 2008
omg! i nearly died ...
this 2 daes was like a bloody hell for me la
i tink i nearly fainted like twice la.
the bloody toe as in realli bloody...
made me omg...
especially when wearing the black colour boots.
wa liew eh....pain sia!
yest the whole dae was like so unbearable.
once i hopped on my dad's car i took out my boots and socks..
guess wad
it was like ermmmmm..gross..
i tot it would be better todae.budden
it turned out to be another hell dae...
had some combat traing this morning..it jus HURTS like HELL!
argh... #%!@#%!#!

not tt i don want to see the MO. budden
wad will they sae!?
'u need to pluck it out!'

(HAHHA. my dedication got read out in fm 933!!!HAHA)

hmm..i cant plcuk it out lo..
if pluck it out den cfm i cannot to work for like half a month..i cannot loose to some spec..HAHA....zzzzzz
bud its still pain!!


ps..S.H.E new song sooper nice http://www.yymp3.com/Play/12173/156296.htm

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