达人!..辰沛dArren

moving off

2008-10-05T10:19:00.001-07:00

going to some place which i cant sae ...
haha.. sounds realli dumb..
anw realli feel bad bout the recent death of the poor guy..=(
when will death stop to occur ???

actualli, i realli don feel like going there tmr..
still remember when i first came to this hell on 20th aus 2008,
i was informed tt 3/7 of us will be gg,
then the nxt dae......
it became 7/7 going..its like wtf la...zzzz
3 weeks lea...
haiz..
the onli ting i'm hoping is the pathetic short R&R =D
hope it wun be as sucky as it looks like during to talk..lol

all in all, wish myself bon voyage and i will miss u guys ..

p.s GOD PLZ MAKE ME SWEAT A LITTLE LESS.. TANGO YANKEE VIPER MIKE =x

2008-09-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

haiz....this week was raher tiring!!!
one word to describe..SHAG!

tmr still gotta go a course..sat burnt again!!! -.- =(

LIFE SUX!

2008-09-14T04:21:00.000-07:00

on 11/09, i was attnding some course and
they showed us some 9/11 video
although ive watched it b4
but the scenes still made me feel quite uneasy.

it showed the ineffectiveness of the then inorganized america defence
and also showed how terriost managed to hijack a plane so easily..
it even showed people jumping off from the WTC, unable to bear the inferno.

some one said that, the sound of those people ramping to ground zero,
was perhaps the most terrifying sound u can ever hear.

if the world could be better,
if there were no radicalised pple,
if there is peace between them and us.
perhaps lesser people will loose their precious life.

hope the terroist feel remorse of wad they had done..........

2008-09-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

我想。。。
一个微妙的体贴，今天会是情人节。。。
请原谅我好想自私将你占有

我放下了，但并没有放弃。。。

2008-09-06T10:09:00.000-07:00

这是一段发生在A，B和C 之间的插曲。。。
也不知道何时开始，B和C朋友变成情人。
不知何时C对B说‘亲爱的你，把感情升等朋友变成情人，可不可以告诉我标准。’
不知何时B带着愉悦的神情接受了C。
从彼此的眼中，他们看到了最幸福的倒影。

我想，好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头。

A从不知哪一刻起发现对B有了感觉。
尽管A知道那不是一般的难，
他渴望与B在一起。
在A的内心里，
A想过了许多。

无数的夜晚，当兵的A曾在
营房中黯然销魂。
演习前一晚他多么的希望
得到B的一点点，一些些
爱的鼓励，
可那A知道是很难很难办到的。

许许多多的夜晚，
A想过曾在高中那段时光。
那段他后悔没有把握机会，让机会白驹过隙间消失。
在怎么叹息，爱情也回不来，或者说来不到。。。

努力想起你笑着哭泣，
让自己深爱你再学会放弃，我不想忘记你，
就算可以，
我宁可记得所有伤心

热泪从没有在A的眼中滑落过。
不是他被伤的不够深
而是他是个男人。
男人本来就不擅长流泪。
但不流泪，是男人就不意味这他不心寒。
其实，当一个人伤心到流不出眼泪时，
那种伤才是刻骨铭心，宁人撕心裂肺的。
每每，都有万科子弹刺穿A 的心。

爱是毒药，说，容易，做到，很难。

可悲可悲。
长叹兮，以掩涕兮。
A发现自己快要崩溃了。
爱了一个人好多个月，还依然那么那么的深深的爱。
B的姿态
B的青睐
A存在在
B的存在。。。
但付出并没有结果。
B还以为和A能不同于别人，
B还以为不可能的不会不可能。
但只是遐想罢了。
早知道伤心种是难免的，
当初何苦一往情深。

不要爱一个人爱的浑然忘却自我。
那样全身心的爱只应出现在小说里，
这个社会越来越不欢迎不顾一切的爱。
给她呼吸的空间，
也给自己留个余地――飞蛾扑火的爱情，
正在进行时固然让人觉得壮美，
但若她成为过去式时，
你如何收拾拿一地的狼籍？投入那么多，你能否面对那惨重的损失？

A在一个深夜反省了一下下。
与其每每被子弹打穿已经毁不成形的心，
不如放手吧！
泪水是一种防备，
是厌倦在你心里的负累。。。
过去就让它过去，
来不及。
错爱了却不后悔。
许久之后，当忆起此情时，
也可成追忆，
只是当时已惘然。
得不到的东西永远总是最好的，
失去的恋情总是让人难难忘的，
失去的人永远是刻骨铭心的，
珍惜或放弃，
都是我们生命中必经的过程，
也是我们生活一种经历。
做好自己，不要为了讨好别人改变自己。

自尊是一个战场，
让我们都受伤　
明明才爱到一半，
感觉已经变酸
寂寞大得空旷，
因你不在场
为何要到悲伤，
才想你的肩膀，但你却已不在场。
为何我的遗憾，总是割不断！。

最后，他不会是个好男人，也不会是个好情人。
即始放下，A任然会等待B，放下不代表放弃。。。。。。。。。。。。
因为
A 爱着 B，深深的爱着她。。。。

2008-09-05T09:30:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA...

got an extra fish n chip from this rest. called Cafe Car_ _ _..hahaha

it happened like so suddenly.hahaha

we were like eating our long waited food lol..den eat and eat and eat and eat and eat....

den...

i found some black colour stuff embeded in my fish n chip

den i took a closser look!

OMG! its a strand of hair!!HAHAHA

den qi en demanded the waiter..den guess wad..

he jus took a look and like sae.

'sorry sir, i will cahnge another one for u.'

tt happened like so fast la..hahahahaha

and here i have.. the free fish and chip!!!

bloated!!!HAHAHAHAHA

den after tt we walked to esplanade and had some tok cock session along

the coast..lol

and bloody xin an kicked on my hurting toe!!!!!

it bleed again la!!!

grrrrr.

after the walk we went to the hawker and had some alchol b4 heading bk home =) **

2008-09-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

omg! i nearly died ...
this 2 daes was like a bloody hell for me la
i tink i nearly fainted like twice la.
the bloody toe as in realli bloody...
made me omg...
especially when wearing the black colour boots.
wa liew eh....pain sia!
yest the whole dae was like so unbearable.
once i hopped on my dad's car i took out my boots and socks..
guess wad
it was like ermmmmm..gross..
i tot it would be better todae.budden
it turned out to be another hell dae...
had some combat traing this morning..it jus HURTS like HELL!
argh... #%!@#%!#!

not tt i don want to see the MO. budden
wad will they sae!?
'u need to pluck it out!'

(HAHHA. my dedication got read out in fm 933!!!HAHA)

hmm..i cant plcuk it out lo..
if pluck it out den cfm i cannot to work for like half a month..i cannot loose to some spec..HAHA....zzzzzz
bud its still pain!!

ps..S.H.E new song sooper nice http://www.yymp3.com/Play/12173/156296.htm

2008-09-01T08:33:00.000-07:00

woohoo!! taking leave!!haha..battlion off .since i new bird to the battlion

so take leave lo1.haha

went kbox with tubby and jiaqing in the afternoon hahaha

3 of us sang like so mani songs la..

it had been a long time since i get a soar throat after a kbox session haha

we were like all loosing our voice towards the end lol

den keep on chao xiaing..haha

i simpli love some songs lo

eg. 擦肩而过，冲动，洋葱，伯乐，梁静茹，and some oldies!

hahaha..

den todae the duet i kept on singing the girls part lol..

sang til my whole face turned red lo

haha

after tt met sebas at plaza sin.

went to eat MHM lol..

nthing much happened lol.. jus tt i was quite disturbed by some of the things seb said lol

the 3 impossible things lol....

P.S 早知道伤心总是难免的 , 又何苦一往情深

2008-08-29T11:00:00.000-07:00

leopards!! hoo! hah!! warriors of 1 SIR!
haha..finished my first week in 1 SIR ! not bad eh..=)
better than i tot..
haha
shall not talk bout it cox of security haha..

anw..todae rushed to verena's party after i booked out lol
saw quite a no of pple from 24/06
hmmm
all looks jus so familiar lol.
i cant stop thinking bout the appi moments in my 2 yrs jc life =)
the studying in LEP and CANTEEN sessions haha
well sometimes there are specific reason y i wanna study to study in canteen ,
instead of our comfortable LEP room lol
hmm.
onli now den the rest understaood my intentions lol

anw..
verena's going england!!!
kool eh!!!!
always wanted to go europe haha.
especially to germany and italy..=)
wanna go to the beer bars in ger
heard tt the beer is damn cheap lo.
haha
can chiong til i lost myself ah!!!
hahahaha
haiz.
but tt will be like after i ord nxt yr =(
well
tmr dunno wad im gonna do.hope can go sentosa or ecp for some recreational activities haha
if not go town for some shoppings =)

P.S. SEEK! STRIVE! EXCEL! ENGINEERS!!! 01/08 CESC WE ARE ONE

2008-08-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

yea finalli found the new fish leong new song lol. 如果能在一起。

hmmm..

some thoughts

听到如果能在一起,是啊,如果能在一起,,那将会是怎么样呢...我会努力把幻想成为现实.

anw...

went to forbidden city yest. haha

so stupid la.lol

love the sofa bed lol...

plaed the zhong ji mi ma and the cai quan game..

lol

poor qi en did so mani punishments

xinan oso had to 自拍 in front of so mani pple hahahaha

2008-08-22T05:12:00.000-07:00

我想知道他哪里比我好很多

在你心中他和我有什么不同

我知道我比他付出的还多

可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了他哪里比我好更多

在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动

我知道我比他付出的还多

可是我在你心中没有他多

2008-08-20T23:46:00.001-07:00

zzzz...
my nitemares are coming real soon
the resz of 2008 and 2009 will definetely be tough
haiz
oct going aus le
den nxt feb going brunei...wth la
i will miss everything and everyone in singapore =(
sad...
y am i posted there !!!=(

2008-08-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

19th Aug...
i passed out as a 3 SG todae...

me and cheap slut!!!! will definitely remember the daes we shared on the same bed...

haiz
should i be happi or sad???? =(
happi tt i finalli become a specialist after so mani months of shit
sad tt i am posted to 1 SIR!!!!!!!
they named mandai hill camp as
'mandai HELL camp'
wth la..
strike 4D oso wont so heng one la!!!
6 of the FE pple are going la!!!
haiz
im expecting alot of sufferings inside le..=(
the 6 of us must realli bond together i tink..
if not we will either die or die...=(

so sway....and she's nv gonna be mine

2008-08-18T08:14:00.000-07:00

lol...todae's like totalli wasted larh.haha
book in at 0730 tiz morning..
den went to the MPH for graduation rehersal..wth
put some chairs den cox the 02/08 CESC course coming,
so all the sgts are busy with them.hahaha
den we like totalli slacked around for the whole morning..
in the end we had lunch at 1120, then like 1/2 of the course went to the mess la! haha
well, i went bk bunk to pack my ba rang ba rang =) den joined the rest aft tt
then the afternoon we started rehersal lol
zzzzzz
the rehersal is so bloody boring la
ther's like 167 graduates den one by one go up stage..lol
1x good shag!!
den still got all the bayonet holders. haiz y didnt i get =(
lol
then we book out at 5 !( they promised 3 =.=)

so the dae ended jus like tt... tmr booking in at 8.
i must sae now we get the sgt rank realli alot of free plae hahaha.
love CESC!!!!
totalli anticipating tmr's graduation ceremony!!!!!!

p.s hmm..get so mani support oso not much of a use lea..
its like quite difficult for me lea...=(

2008-08-16T22:51:00.000-07:00

从我们认识的那一刻，

就注定了我们今生只能擦肩而过，

也许你心里从来就没有过我的存在，

而你却在我心里留下了永不没灭的痕迹。

爱你不是一天两天，

从来就不怕别人说我傻，

爱就是痛不欲生，爱就是撕心决裂，

与其到不了这种境界，

到还不如不爱……我只想对你说：宝贝你一定要幸福呀！

时间代表轮回，

我希望下一个轮回还能遇见你，

不过不要再像今生这么的无奈~

我会记得我们经历过的一切，

带着对你的眷恋从新上路！

虽然会有难过，

但既然你选择了放开我的手，

我再强求又有什么意义呢？

还不如放手，着样起码有一个人可以得到幸福！

我爱你，我永远只是你一个人的孤儿！

2008-08-16T09:19:00.000-07:00

yea! finalli home!

went quite a no of place todae lol.

1st--->went beach road with sebas to put my rank on my shirt =)..

there's like so mani people, in the end we gotta wait for like an hour.so.....

2nd--->we went bugis lol.i kept saeing bugis 'Junction 8' dne the taxi uncle was like so confused la.hahaha

3rd--->went bk to collect my no4

4th---->we took a train to tampines =)..went popular to shop haha

hmm..i must sae tt my chinese became lousier le lol..i cant do some of sec3 higher chi questions hahaha...

aniwae .im planning to give sec2 higher chinese students tuition 20 bucks/hour

cheap rite!!!!hahaha

5th---> went to 鼎泰丰 ......hmmm....here im gonna rite bout the dumpling story!!!LOL

this was how it came to us $8.50 / 10pax!!!!!

then one poor dumpling got picked by me!!!

see the poor dumpling? lol(retard)

den i squeezed the juice out of it ..just like how i wanna squeeze tt stupid guy dri hahaha

den den den...den i put some ginger and vinegar to it and w/o ani effort i put it into my mouth...

yum!!!!..this was how a dumpling being killed by me.haha

of course dumplings are jus not enuff,i orderd some other tings as well including...

this dish eat le 心酸=(

and of course not forget this basket
!!! who made sebas and i waited liek an hour plsu in the rest....basket!!!

6th--->aft dineer we met up with dihui and went to the pub at pasir ris beach...

the one we always go..

had a jug of beer =)

sian lo...

ima sad..

7th---> went home!!hahaha..

well did somethings while i was in camp!

made of binding wire! =) (bit out of shape haha.)

finalli some airshow pics!

alien assualt! haha

luve is in the air!!!! (jus imagine my pic and her pic inside the heart..haha)

2008-08-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

haha..tue and wed seemed to pass quite fast.

nthing much jus had some lectures lolbusy fighting the zzzz monster onli.=)

todae we got the invitation letter for our graduation ceremony..

i was rather excited as isaw on the cover page it wrote

'3SG DARREN WONG CHEN PEI'woo finalli man.lol

nxt week gonna pass out le!!!

todae we had nights out .one of the rather rare privilleges we get lol

hmm nthing much..

jus hope tt tue comes faster hahaha

ima lazi

2008-08-11T02:21:00.000-07:00

ima lazy.
hmm..i tink im sooper lazy.lol
ever since the last update ive being slacking and playing ragnarok lol
didnt bother to update..anw
the past 2 weeks or so was quite happening lol
finalli i completed my summary exercise in ETI gonna pass out as 3rd sgt on 19th aughaha..the exercise wasnt as bad as i tot larh jus bit sian especially when someone(sebas)
didnt give me the love booster i needed!!!!! grrrrr.
i went off with a totally demoralised heart larh...bud nvtheless, i completed the exercise and here i am stood tall and steadyhaha

tahtah! i went sentosa again lol..
this time round went with the IT peepz.lol
went to the palawan beach had some ball games lol..
onli thing wasted was didnt go for a swim.haha..
after the dae we had this crazy idea of playing gunbound again.
haha
so on dat nite itself we went to dl and started playing again LOL

the nxt dae went fishing prawn with JC friends.lolim like prawn king can, lol
cant deni the fact lolat nite we went dihui's house to cook!forgot to take pics
haha
bud sure, im a great cook lol..
i tot i couldnt cookin the end the food i cooked came out to be quite delicious haha
so proud of myself, so nxt time i can cook for her..LOL

hmm..gonna book in in round 3hrs time le sianz
although no more outfield for this week budd
still veri sian.
i realli miss civi life alot
hope there's a potion i can drink to make me instant ORD. haha

testing

2008-08-11T01:42:00.001-07:00

testing testing 1 2 333333

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